Hi, I’m Alyn Caley!
I am here to empower you to remember the Divine Masterpiece that you are!
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Imagine a life where you felt free to be yourself each and every day.
Free to speak your mind.
Free to love your body, regardless of what its physical form.
Free to feel your emotions without overwhelm.
Free to create boundaries and express your needs.
Free to pursue your passion and share your desires.
Free to choose a life, fueled by purpose and life-giving fulfillment.
This is a life that I have co-created for myself and that I unapologetically live everyday, but it wasn’t always that way.
Most of my life I had felt hidden,
never truly revealing the person I knew I was inside.
From a young age I remember the constant feeling of never being good enough, and the feeling of dread when it came to portraying who I really was. I always felt like if I showed people the real me, she wouldn’t be accepted.
I was constantly being ridiculed and made fun of. I didn’t have the body of the “cool girls,” I wasn’t stick thin. My parents didn’t have money. I just didn’t fit the mold of the other girls. I was different and I felt it everyday.
So, I decided at a very young age to put on a mask and play a role of the person who I thought would be accepted and loved,
I first decided to find that love in my appearance, which showed up in the form of an eating disorder. “If I was just skinny enough, I would be loved.”
Then, I decided to play the part of the party girl. I was the girl who broke the rules, I was the girl who hosted the wild parties at her house in high school and in college.
I was the girl who experimented with drugs, went to festivals, traveled the world and bounced around from guy to guy, to prove to others that I was wild and free; but no matter how far down the rabbit hole I went, I never felt better.
I was dying on the inside, and by the time I hit my late 20’s, crippled by a drug addiction and a debilitating eating disorder, I didn’t even know who the person looking back at me in the mirror was anymore.
I felt broken, beaten down, bruised and tired.
My Decision
So, staring down the glass of one giant margarita (locked in a broom closet at my job might I add), I made a decision.
I could either choose death, or I could choose life...and my soul chose to REMEMBER life.
To return to love. Love that I would come to remember through witnessing all the pain that I had stored away my whole life, and filled with all the “masks” that I had worn.
So, I packed up everything I owned, sold everything else, and moved to the US Virgin Islands to go find myself.
It was in this space, that my demons still came out to play, but that I was given a chance to come home to myself and live as who God had intended me to be. His perfect masterpiece, chosen for a purpose.
It was here that I was given a book that would change the trajectory of my life. This book opened me up to what my heart had by calling for all alone, a pilgrimage; A quest back to self, back to remembering that little girl who wanted to share her light with the world.
My Journey
So, I again packed up all my things, hopped on a one-way flight and travelled across the ocean to embark on THE most important spiritual journey of my life; The Camino De Santiago, a 5 week, 500 mile SOLO hero’s journey back to God, back to myself.
And it was on a small, dusty hill in a rural town in Northern Spain, I heard a small voice. A voice that crept in and whispered to me, “You, beloved, are enough and I love you just as you are - no matter what.” It was a voice that changed my life.
It was that day, that God revealed himself to me in such a profound way that it changed my life. It was the day that saved me.
From that day on I realized that I didn’t have to put on a mask anymore. That the Alyn who had experienced all this pain and suffering was the same Alyn that had made it this far, the Alyn who was put on this Earth to use her experience to help others, to be a reminder to her inner little girl that self-love IS possible, that no matter what she had done she had value and that nothing could ever separate her from Divine Love.
It was after this day that I decided to make a change. I decided to strip down my barriers, to truly begin to meet my anger, my pain, my fear and my shame with LOVE, and begin to truly live as the Love that I had been shaped to BE.
It is through this self discovery that I made the commitment to helping women find this inner healing and self love.
To use their past, their pain, their gifts and their story to remember who they were created to be, In Their Own Words, so they can experience the freedom that comes from experiencing life as God’s creative masterpiece.
Free to live expressively.